Thursday, February 23, 2012
Friends Come & Go
Alright let's start off describing my attitude.. I'm not a perfect person, I am superbly stubborn when I think I'm correct over something, I don't give a damm whether who u are..
Yes I know this is bad, actually reall reallll bad.. I hate it myself. Tips to get close to me ~ it's better u prove to me that u are correct at the very beginning or else the matter continues, I will just fight till the end.. This is one of the biggest negative part of me which I must give up as soon as possible..
And it's because of this shit, I feel that I'm losing friends.. Yes the ego in me, it's really disturbing..
I have many seasonal friends, they come and stay in my life for a very short time..
True friends are just a few. To make matter worst, some studying abroad, some got attached and you don't expect them to spend too much time on u, cus they have their own life a well..
I can make friends easily but I don't trust someone easily.. Casual talks no problem with anyone under the sun, to share personal problems hmmmm...
Some close friends are not even good listener..
I only believe in myself for the time being.. But yea when someone earns my trust then without hesitation I will share it all.
I just feel I'm lacking of Soul mate.. Someone I can trust.. Yeah.. Thats the right term.. Hmm..
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Happy Vday 2012
The thing is why would people misunderstood me easily? Perhaps I'm just too straight forward.. I don't like something, I voice it out in front ur face.. Like me hate me, there is no effect on me.. Maybe that's my way of approaching towards matter.. I think this is effective, at least I think it is.. Zzz
I would say half of my friends are now attached, some about to get into long distance relationship, some still happily after more than half decades, some still can't get over their ex.. Everyone has their own experiences towards love..
So what is your point of view towards love? What do you seek for in love? What do you want to achieve?
Love need lots of commitment, trust, responsible and I would say discipline as well. To make matter worse, if your partner is intellectual retarded, then u have just welcome the hell of ur life.. Hahah
Like I said, love needs commitment.. If your love is deep enough, all obstacles isn't an issue.. You are committed, you stay, you fight, you protect it.. Talking about my previous experience I had was very bad.. I was fully committed till I couldnt get her off my mind.. The problem begins from backstabbing between aunties of her.. Then came bla bla bla into her mum's ears.. Well till date, I still haven't find the reason of why was I so badly rejected by her family.. Isn't it stupid? I ain't smoker, gambler, womanizer.. Something must be wrong that I have done somewhere without realizing it..
Just to clarify, I really got over her.. Just that I feel not satisfy! Whatever I do, I try to be the best.. Or one of the better ones if not the best..
Good thing is this blog was supposed to be death, no one reads it anymore.. I can just throw whatever I want.. Woolaalaa
Friday, January 20, 2012
2012
Long time since I last type in this box! Fuish I can imagine how time flies.. Let me see last post was May 2010.. Thats freaking long ago! close to two years.. Who would have imagine that this dead blog will come back alive..
Basically this two years was full of ups and downs.. So many relationships, so many new friends, so many girlfriends, ex, new made enemies (actually not enemy la, people I'm not happy with).. To meet so many people in life is something I treasure most.
I met pilots, captains, police officers, doctors, rich people, poor ones, pathetic ones, greedy, selfish.. So many kinds of people in life! But trust me the very last one u would wanna meet is people who are fake akaTwo faces! This kinda people will lead give u a full of misery life..
2011 was a year that hit me real hard! I was too much into loving someone.. Knowing she is not the right one and yet I still try all sorts of way to keep the relationship alive. I disappoint so many people, my parents of course, my family reputation was even at stake cus of me! How the hell would two individuals love life affect two family and surrounding? Sounds very dramatic but it actually happened on me.. Nevertheless off and on the fail relationship still haunt me.. Technically it affects my confidence level crucially.. Most of the time I loses my focus over something, bad.. But as time goes by, it gets better.. Fortunately I have a supportive family and very strong base of friends that give it all to me whenever needed..
2011 was a light and easy year for me seriously. I went for holidays, relaxing stress free life given by parents.. I can say although I'm not from a wealthy family, but my family is able to afford a child like me and have a car to roam around the town, I feel that my life is blessed..
Biggest mission for year 2012, to get a flying job no matter where and which company it is.. I really want to repay my parents effort they put on me.. From young, I never fail! I was good at sports and above average in studies.. I never like to make my parents to worry about me, not even a bit! My parents are my everything! They gave me shade, proper care, love.. Where I stand today is all their dedication and tender care..
Daddy is strict and fun, sometimes difficult to judge how is he feeling at a particular time, his words are good as gold, too bad
sometimes we do have disagreement.. What to do? 21st century, sometimes it's hard for him to accept stuff which is new. Mama Is the bomb la.. We talk practically everything under the sun.. Most of the time me bully her cus of her bully-ble face.. I mean seriously I love both of them.. little brother is as always being mischievous.. Kinda worry of his study, he is the lazy lazy bump kinda student.. Ayiks.. But still he is my one and only blood brother.. I will try my very best to keep him going in life..
1230am.. Gotta sleep now.. Tired... Will definitely be back to describe what I thought at any particular time line of my life..
Live life everyday like the final day.. Love all serve all..
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Facts about guys
Monday, April 26, 2010
Beer effect

The main ingredient of beer is alcohol right??
Sunday, March 7, 2010
House of Bernarda Alba

After for long i left this blog mati mati !!!
After the death of her second husband, Bernarda Alba, a dominating woman, imposes a period of mourning on her household to last eight years, as has been traditional in her family. Bernarda has five daughters, aged between 20 and 39, whom she has shielded and controlled to an excessive degree and prohibited from any form of relationship. The mourning period further isolates the daughters, and tension mounts within the household.
After a mourning ritual at the family home, Angustias, the eldest daughter, enters, having not been present while the guests were there. Bernarda is angered, assuming she had been listening to the men's conversation on the patio.
Angustias inherited a large sum of money upon the death of her father, Bernarda's first husband, while the other four sisters inherited much less from their father, Bernarda's second husband. Angustias' wealth attracts a suitor, the young and attractive Pepe el Romano from the village. Passion and jealousy among the sisters increases. They feel it is unfair that Angustias, the oldest and most sickly of them, should receive both the majority of the money and the freedom to marry and leave the constraints of the house.
Adela, the youngest, is stricken with sudden spirit and jubilation on the day of her father's funeral. Defying Bernarda's orders to dress only in black and mourn, she refuses to take off her green dress. Her brief time of feeling young and free is suddenly shattered when she discovers that Angustias will be marrying Pepe. In her distress she threatens to run into the streets in her green dress, but her sisters are able to stop her. Suddenly, Pepe el Romano is seen coming down the street. Adela stays behind while her sisters rush to get a look at him--until a servant in the household hints to her that she could get the best view from her own bedroom window.
As Poncia and Bernarda discuss matters of the daughters' inheritance upstairs, Bernarda spots Angustias wearing makeup. Appalled that she would defy her orders to stay in a state of mourning, she violently washes the makeup from her face. The daughters all enter in the commotion. Finally Maria Josefa, Bernarda's elderly mother, who is usually locked away in her room, enters. She says she wants to escape the house and get married. She also warns Bernarda that she is going to turn her daughters' hearts to dust if they cannot be free. Bernarda retaliates by forcing her back into her room.
It transpires that Adela has been conducting an illicit affair with Pepe el Romano. She becomes increasingly passionate, refusing to submit to her mother's will and arguing with her sisters, particularly Martirio, who is revealed to also be in love with Pepe.
The tension in the story comes to a head as the family confronts one another. Bernarda chases Pepe with a gun. A gunshot is heard from outside, implying that Pepe el Romano has been killed. Adela slips into another room while the family anticipates the outcome. As Martirio and Bernarda re-enter, Martirio states that Pepe el Romano got away with his life, and Bernarda remarks that as a woman she cannot be blamed for not knowing how to aim.
With Pepe el Romano dealt with, Bernarda turns her attention to calling for Adela, who has locked herself in a room. Bernarda and Poncia work at bringing down the door through force after being met with silence from Adela. Upon gaining entrance to the room, Poncia shrieks. Returning with her hands clasped about her neck, she warns the family to not enter the room--Adela has hanged herself.
The closing lines of the play show Bernarda characteristically preoccupied with the family's reputation. She calls for it to be made known that Adela died a virgin (which is not the case, as the play alludes that she and Pepe have been meeting in secret). No one is to cry.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Talking about relationship..
topic for the day..
"A person MUST not get involved in a relationship unless she/he forgets about the ex"
I got hooked with this love story recently =)
She is a nice person and attached to a nice decent guy for several months..
This girl is actually a fickle minded person..
She cant make up her mind whether she likes this guy after several months..
but she said she enjoys his company whenever he is around..
She had only one serious relationship in the past.. and i believed the feeling for the ex bf is still very strong.. although she strongly deny in whatever ways.. but i believe my feeling is right for this.. the reasons for the break up is due to the guy studying in oversea..
Recently the ex bf came back and they both meet up..
at first meeting the feelings wasn't there, according to her.. so i was such relieved as i know the return of the ex will confirm cause some trouble for the current relationship..
i was to naive to believe so, the second meeting, the way she described of not stopping him from flirting her.. SUDAH CONFIRM LA GONE CASE LA TU
the current bf knew that she is gonna meet the exbf and have full trust on her for not cheating at back of him.. so some how made me think that GIRLS cant be trusted fully..
the exbf brought her to gathering and stuffs and treated her as if the own gf, i believe there are hugs hugs, playing with hairs, and whispering going on during the gathering and stuffs..
knowing the group of friends the exbf have, haha.. well i know what kinda person he is like..
spending, gambling, drinking, clubbing, smoking some how related to him... i hope i am wrong..
this exbf is leaving this country soon and going back oversea again soon.. well he might be back after completing his course and work by next year.. and the current bf is emotionally break down some how (knowing a little bit of what she did)
and this girl is somehow lose feelings for the current one.. so its kinda fuck up for the current bf.. i donno how bad it is.. but the mutual trust is only provided by that guy while the girl think there is nothing wrong done by her.. she still thinks she is innocent..
I wonder if this continues, how long more can this relationship hang on?
and what if the guy really comes back next year and the story repeats again??
From justice point of view, this is total rubbish did by this girl of not making up her mind..
Thinking from her point of view, i think she done nothing wrong because this is her own relationship after all, and as long a person is happy with the relationship, that is more important then anything else..
i was quite angry to know about this at first, but being a rational person, i think from different point and different angle to look at it..
so i can conclude that this current bf can only be described as unlucky??
Welcome to comment about this..
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Parent's 21st Anniversary
this picture made me jealous~ hahaha.. wth ~??i have nothing much to grumble about my life !!
Although i have been bad and naughty sometimes, but they are always there to support me in whatever ways.. sometimes in dumb dumb ways..
mummy's potong steam encouragement especially which i like the most.. ahaha...
daddy's ever cool and caring personality...
there are more to come ~! no gifts for both of u.. cause i am in economy crisis !! hahaa..
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Enlin !!
First of all, he said he wants to go somewhere special, i seriously find malacca is boring.. museum perhaps??
he said he wanted to stalk hot malacca girls, i cracked my head thinking where to bring this perverted mouse.. shopping surely cacat compared to KL ones.. then decided to bring him to Jonker for chicken rice ball, and later brought him to shop in Dataran Pahlawan.. biggest mall in Southern peninsular malaysia ok??.. and he managed to buy a pair of adidas shorts.. seriously can hail him as second cherly !~!
Oh ya regarding that saman!! i told enlin that if he got booked by police for not buying car park coupon, i will pay for him.. true enough he kena !!~ siall ~~
Monday, January 11, 2010
10.01.10
k let me list down those people that made it for the day,
Khaishaun, Eli, Enlin, Jennhsen, Janice, Cherly, YaoYun, Steph, Loong, Jie Hao, Eejun, Joann,
Weijun, did i miss out anyone?? hahah
too bad ferns down sick!~
had dinner in sushi senjyu i think.. not so sure of the spelling..
total up 500 plus.. but jennhsen is kind enough to offer his 150bucks voucher !!! woohoo!!
could have split the bill into 2 then can get more discount.. haiyz!!
received a self made teddy bear from 7 friends who still think i am a baby, anyway thanks to 7 of u all.. and a red tomato colour adidas teeshirt from shereena all the way from australia =) u the best shereena =)
Monday, January 4, 2010
New year Eve







Another year has gone..
Last year was with all my close friends..
but this year, i m with all my normal friends nia..
although not close with them, but i do enjoy spending the new year with them =)
venue in curve.. got to know a few new friends.. mostly san's friends..
worse part of the night is, almost everyone is attached among those friends, feel kinda uneasy,
Sansan's group of friends calling me a light bulb for sticking with yewwei and sansan during new year eve.. allah sian sia~ hahaha...
enlin was there in curve with jiawei, but ditched me for MOS.. what a friend.. hmm
hopely 12 months later, i get a gf to see the fireworks with me=)
Friday, December 25, 2009
Spore Trip








Bro was in singapore for 2weeks holiday...
went down to pick him up !! omg.. my bro is seriously holiday mood after Upsr till now..
went to meet my cousin which i last met 3 or 4 years ago.. woohO~...
as u can see the one with grey top is the cousin i talking about..
its great catching up with people u don't meet after long..
i brought 100 dollars and some ringgits and come back with the same amount of money..
i think i lost my shopping skills.. i just cant see things which i like anymore..
why why??
i donno how to spend.. is that good or bad??
i donno man~ siannnessss
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
$$ Power of Money $$
$$ Power of Money $$
Inspirational! SHARE IT WITH CHILDRENPower of Money, By Adam Khoo
( Singapore 's youngest millionaire at 26 yrs.)
Some of you may already know that I travel around the region pretty frequently, having to visit and conduct seminars at my offices in Malaysia , Indonesia , Thailand and Suzhou ( China ). I am in the airport almost every other week so I get to bump into many people who have attended my seminars or have read my books.
Recently, someone came up to me on a plane to KL and looked rather shocked. He asked, 'How come a millionaire like you is traveling economy?' My reply was, 'That's why I am a millionaire. ' He still looked pretty confused.
This again confirms that greatest lie ever told about wealth(which I wrote about in my latest book 'Secrets of Self-Made Millionaires' ). Many people have been brainwashed to think that millionaires have to wear Gucci, Hugo Boss, Rolex, and sit on first class in air travel. This is why so many people never become rich because the moment that they earn more money, they think that it is only natural that they spend more, putting them back to square one.
The truth is that most self-made millionaires are frugal and only spend on what is necessary and of value. That is why they are able to accumulate and multiply their wealth so much faster.
Over the last 7 years, I have saved about 80% of my income while today I save only about 60% (because I have my wife, mother in law, 2 maids, 2 kids, etc. to support). Still, it is way above most people who save 10% of their income (if they are lucky).
I refuse to buy a first class ticket or to buy a $300 shirt because I think that it is a complete waste of money. However, I happily pay $1,300 to send my 2-year old daughter to Julia Gabriel Speech and Drama without thinking twice.
When I joined the YEO (Young Entrepreneur' s Orgn)a few years back (YEO) is an exclusive club open to those who are under 40 and make over $1m a year in their own business) I discovered that those who were self-made thought like me. Many of them with net worth well over $5m,travelled economy class and some even drove Toyota 's and Nissans,not Audis, Mercs, BMWs.
I noticed that it was only those who never had to work hard to build their own wealth (there were also a few ministers' and tycoons' sons in the club) who spent like there was no tomorrow. Somehow, when you did not have to build everything from scratch, you do not really value money. This is precisely the reason why a family's wealth (no matter how much) rarely lasts past the third generation
Thank God my rich dad foresaw this terrible possibility and refused to give me a cent to start my business.
Then some people ask me, 'What is the point in making so much money if you don't enjoy it?' The thing is that I don't really find happiness in buying branded clothes, jewellery or sitting first class. Even if buying something makes me happy it is only for a while, it does not last.
Material happiness never lasts, it just give you a quick fix. After a while you feel lousy again and have to buy the next thing which you think will make you happy. I always think that if you need material things to make you happy, then you live a pretty sad and unfulfilled life..
Instead, what makes me happy is when I see my children laughing and playing and learning so fast. What makes me happy is when I see my companies and trainers reaching more and more people every year in so many more countries.
What makes me really happy is when I read all the emails about how my books and seminars have touched and inspired someone's life.
What makes me really happy is reading all your wonderful posts about how this blog is inspiring you. This happiness makes me feel really good for a long time, much much more than what a Rolex would do for me.
I think the point I want to put across is that happiness must come from doing your life's work (be it teaching, building homes, designing,trading, winning tournaments etc.) and the money that comes is only a by-product. If you hate what you are doing and rely on the money you earn to make you happy by buying stuff, then I think that you are living a life of meaninglessness.
I came across this very interesting article sent my cousin through email, would like to share with u all..
Wealth is not measured by how many Bentley, Gucci, Rolex.. wealth is more than what u think
This article is very inspiring.. hope u guys enjoy it.. appreciate what u have now rather then having desires for more material stuffs.. =)
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Another cousin's wedding...






Another cousin's wedding ! almost every cousin got married.. left a few.. who knows the next one getting married among cousins will be me?? whaha better not..
damm i never get the newly wed couple pic from cousin...
i never take with my parents pulak.. how come i so blur that day.. nothing much to post about..
wish the newly wed couple happy happy happy..
hopely by next year got red eggs from them ...
OH YA!! one extra ANG PAU next Chinese new year !! good good !!
Monday, November 16, 2009
Car got clamped ~
came back abit late this morning.. i parked my car at the non parking site..
turn off the ignition, get my stuffs, load stuffs in the room, straight head to office for roll call..
then i take my sweet time breakfast in cafeteria and messaging jennhsen at the same time..haha
then my phone received incoming call from friend..
HEY YOUR CAR GOT CLAMPED...
haha.. deng..
i went to see the admin ppl, they dont want money.. they wanna clamp it for a week =.=!!
after failing discussing with the Malay (total turn off), i go talk to the Chinese admin person...
then he told me to see him tomro morning..
yiiish...
TO all my friends and futsalmates taking SPM tomorrow morning.. wishing u all the best ~ striking A for all subjects!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Colours in my life =)
i remember when i was a kid.. my art teachers will always shake their heads when they see my masterpiece.. !! err maybe my arts are just hahaha terrible horrible and vegetable..
colour pencil was used in pre school, then crayon was used in primary school, finally water colour for high school.. aww i miss time holding colour pencils, crayons and brushes..
i guess the next time i will help my brother do his art work! if not then my children?
qihong junior?? hahaha...
now i know why older people love to say appreciate and enjoy ur life now...
cause now i am at the stage of missing things that i have been thru last time..
friends are now in overseas.. i dont get to see them as often as i could anymore..
but luckily technology bring the world closer.. =)
MSN THUMBS UP !!
FACEBOOK DOUBLE THUMBS UP !!
Navigation to Johor
its the first time for me to make a stop there with my instructor.. had to wait for one hour plus till Malacca weather is clear.. luckily i brought my water bottle there..
weather at the west coast is pretty bad lately.. due to those monsoon thingi..
morning clear and afternoon cumulus nimbus cloud is built up.. and u will get heavy rain with thunderstorms..
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Bridge Tragedy
it took away 3 young kids life.. who the FUCK is to be blamed??
and the best thing is the stupid bridge which is NEWLY BUILT only a month ago !!
this is totally unacceptable..
i been following this news since Monday.. the person in charge building the bridge MUST take responsible over it..
why are the kids crossing the river at 1030 night when the river is swollen??.. and it is stated there are no spot lights around the bridge..
WHAT THE DENG ~~
this shows how badly things can happen.. i hope the house i live in are not from those corrupted
developer which accept bribes.. good thing i am not staying in condominium.. it will be higher risk to stay in condo.. it might just collapsed when u are sleeping...
besides i hope the government reassure that all the facilities in National Service camp site are safe to be used.. goodness now i remember playing flying fox during NS..
luckily the cable never break off half way thru.. if not i might break into pieces after reaching the ground.. haiyz...
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Nothing in the Budget to shout about (TheStar)
Nothing in the Budget to shout about
SO MUCH for the 2010 Budget. It’s a pittance for the rakyat like me and my family.
Income tax relief is nothing to shout about as it probably results in not more than a RM100 savings annually.
For me, the bulk of my expenses are in four areas.
> The food prices we have to manage on a daily basis.
Prices for almost everything have gone up since the petrol hike but have never come down even though the Government had adjusted the fuel prices.
And nothing is done to curb the price increases while our salaries remain the same. Why isn’t anything done to address this problem?
> Another big chunk of our salaries goes to paying car instalments. We have the most expensive cars in the world by way of hidden taxes. Why isn’t this being addressed?
In urban Malaysia, being without a car is to be handicapped because of a “handicapped” public transport system.
> The other big chunk of our salaries goes to paying the instalments or rentals for our houses. Property prices in urban Malaysia are sky-high. There is no proper rent-control system in place.
> Lastly, the cost of education for our children. For those who do not make it to the public universities despite having sterling results, they are subject to astronomical fees for private college education. Why can’t the Government give subsidies to help us in this area?
In conclusion, the Government does not know what we have to go through daily.
DEMOTIVATED~
*copied this from the star online*
~ let's just HOPE the government is WISE enough to STEP UP actions to sort this stuffs out~
i seriously donno why our petrol is so expensive as we are one of the petrol producing country,
cars are taxed till sky high !! haha.. expensive sial ~
Day trip to Afamosa with friends
me and two of the friends went to shopping mall to stalk girls??
they were very into girls now.. maybe its because a year plus in MFA is the reason why.. haha
i guess i am not as desperate as them..
after dataran pahlawan and mahkota parade, we went to AFAMOSA !~ woooo~!
historical place..
i remember during form3, i joined the school trip and pn teo was with me and friends..
i really miss those time.. if i not mistaken yew wei was there with me.. long time friend.. since standard 1..
reason of climbing up the hill is because one of the friend damm noob.. living as a malaysian for 19 years but never know his TANAH DARAHKU stuffs.. so drag him up there and explain err little bit here and there.. haha..










