Soul Day

Soul day..

where we are all gather to visit our ancestor..

so me and family members all went err Fairy park !! lol...

to pray ?? or visit ?? whateva is that word lah.. to describe me seeing my later grandpa..

got up at 530 am fuiish..

travel to somewhere in Meru .. early morning is like damm pack with humans.. woosh..

i have no idea why but yea my uncles actually bought those fire crackers to BOMB the place.. haha..

i thought it was supposed to be something more like emo stuffs..

well my family are sot sot and happy all the time =)

Lack of Updates

i didn realized that my blog was left death for a few days.. 

i shall talk about my parents.. 

I respect my parents.. 

they gave different opinion to me handling my problems... 

they are always there concern about my studies and relationships.. 

where else can i find this type of parents.. 

today they taught me a lesson on what type of girls to go for... 

obviously they gave some suggestions to me... 

errr i wont reveal the names here.. hahah...

Love my parents.. 

they played major roll in my life.. 

hoped they enjoy having a naughty boy as their eldest son.. hahha.. 

ever since National service, i think i appreciated them more than before.. 

so everyone shud attend national service !! wow i feel so evil !! NYEK NYEK 

Secrets

Everyone have their own secrets..
a secret can only be shared with someone u trusted..

I used to be very lousy in keeping someone's secret..
but that was past..
now everyone seems enjoy telling me their secrets...
maybe i am a person which can be trusted.. wow felt honorable..
siann larh..

everyone have their problems in love matters..
well maybe i should be happy to be free from love?? although it bugs me sometimes, as i dun like to be lonely or alone..
sometimes is kinda saddening to see people having wonderful relationships..
i feel jealous :(

Love can be something great and at the same time it could be torturing..
Some of the parents play a major roll choosing partners for their children..

Personally i guess my parents wont do that on me..
i think is unfair for the children right??

religion, race, nationality..
u might think it is a minor thing, but when it comes to reality..
its kinda hard to accept...

for example, parents might say dun mind their children getting a partner which is the different race but when the thing comes, they will strongly disagree.. hmm same applies to religion and nationality, skin colour bla bla bla..

i thought this is such a small little thing, but i ve got a friend which is facing this kinda problem
and she told me everything she faced..

people thinks that i am desperate to get someone to date..
actually i dunno man..
i dun really know what i want..
maybe its just because i scare of being lonely?? scare of being alone??
hahah i dun really mind being single..
the person that i shud forget is still in my mind..
its not easy to forget someone which u liked for a period of time..

let allah, buddha, jesus decide whats best for me.. :)

oh ya.. i have a question for girls...
please do leave ur answer at the tag box

girls like bad naughty boys??
how true isit??

You are not alone

Another day has gone, I'm still all alone
How could this be? You're not here with me
You never said good-bye, someone tell me why
Did you have to go, and leave my world so cold?

Everday i sit and ask myself
How did love slip away?
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Through we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone, why, oh

Just the other night, i thought i heard you cry
Asking me to come, and hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers, your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand, then forever can begin

Half a year in MFA

wow time flies..
i didn know till i checked the date..

so many things happened in 6 months time..
haha..
well i enjoyed everything that happened in between 6 months...
i feel love, happiness, sadness, emoness, annoyness.. bla bla bla...
its a wonderful feeling to fly on sky...
some of my closest friends are not in malaysia anymore..
most of them are on their way to australia, and some already settled down...

some of the friends busy studying in high skul,
some of the peoples already broken up, some still in good shape, some changed, some still as crazy as ever..

march 12th if i am not mistaken, SPM results will be out for candidates of 2008..
wish u best of luck..

talking about NS, i didn know it is almost a year ago, since i came back NS..
March 11th.. good sweet memories..

love life, i guessed most of my friends know whats happening on me..

studies, back in ground skul.. 8am to 5pm everyday...

flying, 17hours plus till date.. not very proud of it..

thats all lah.. wish nabi happy birthday.. lol.. thankx for the holiday.. LoL...

Selfish

i learned a new word

Selfishness denotes the precedence given in thought or deed to the self, i.e., self interest or self concern. It is the act of placing one's own needs or desires above the needs or desires of others. Selfishness is the opposite of altruism (selflessness).


everyone have selfish mindset,
just that how much it is...
i mean the level of being selfish.. personally i think i am 50-50 kinda person...
the way of me doing things is by thinking my personal benefits and others benefit..
fair and square..
well its not wrong to be seflish sometimes i guess

dun be too selfish...
u might ruin someone's life.. be fair to everyone and treat them nicely..
to your loved ones especially.. dun let them wait too long..
it hurts, i experienced it..